So I came to the point where I spent enough time without thinking too much about myself. At the same time I had to avoid myself from time to time, quite often.
Realisation of what I am, a luxury I am not allowed to mention, in my head.
I´m not enough for myself and others, first thing first. And it drives me crazy from time to time. Quite often.
So how about a change?
Let´s sit at one table with myself, enjoying some good dinner, laughing and talking. With heavy and light heart. Let them last as long as the may in the light of burning cnadles.
And after we talked I'll feel better and released, a good talk is rare and a humorous even more.
Let me find that smile again, think of tomorrow as a good day, a good one to be myself.
Even if I´m annoying from time to time. Quite often.
But that´s alright for the moment.
For now, I believe my company is enough.
8/2020
