Finally i found some words for what going on inside my head of ideas.
I always wanted to draw and create a comic but i searched endlessly for a good story and the right style.
Now after many, many years i finally accepted how I draw. However this story will be told, I´ll change anyway, many times.
My ideas are so crowded in my mind and heart, that I decided to just let them out. My comic will be a mess out of ideas, stories and feelings. Probably I´ll try to change it over and over but I´ll give myself the space to just spit all out.
The comic and story itself has allready started a year ago, without hesitation and regret. Out of a lot of scetchbook stories my blind gods emerged and unfolded their kind potential.
20.10.2020
By now I´m not convinced that I´ll call them gods, maybe in a more poetic or maybe totally random way. These gods have found place within my category "characters ´n universe" but I´m also thinking of a new one only for the comic. When I´m ready.
I give the project the first name which came in mind: The world we gave to ourselfes. Wonder if it´s gonna stay.
My first dude was actually an alpaca sheperd at a festival I felt inspiration flowing throught my mind. And his aura was so thrilling, that I wanted to see more of his kind joining him. At first they were only statues, momentary freezed images of feelings you´re not able to see.
Out of these feelings I now came to a conclusion of my comic. You dont have to have visual stimulation if you have smell, feel and so on. A view only deforms the inner image.
So now... our new generations wont only follow their guts in this world I start to create. They are used to organise themselfses in a lost place, they´re only youngsters where they are and there are different groups. I´m not sure in what kind of universe it plays, probably it´s own one. Right now I tend to make it an apocalyptic world.
It´s also possible that there are ones who have eyes or at least you can see them. But the main character won´t have one.
At first the last three guys on the bottom where scetches, trying out some new coloured drawing because i rare draw characters with colour. And now they became so familiar in my little scetchbook, lots of situations pop up in my head and I like to imagine them interact with each other. Their attitude is embossed with rude behaviour, curious and talented minds, nearly no dicipline to anything they not want to do and still, they have abilities beyond our today´s standarts. Also because they dont trust their sights anymore, simply: they dont really need it. By now I can´t and don´t want to explain further more but it allready feels exciting to write about it.
I really fell in love with the lil fellas, curious about their process.
